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thanks jules (Posted Sep 26 2005) Lilac Ng - Friend hey jules, I miss you so much. Thanks for the years of laughter, love and unfailing friendship. It's wierd, we have been able to go months without talking, then pick up right where we started, never feeling uncomfortable. Then their were times we talk numerous times a day for another couple of months. I am never at loss of with words with you. I keep feeling that the past month is just a month we have both been too busy to chat, and that next month we will start gabbing non-stop again. Did that make any sense? My nonsense always seemed so right with you... I just feel so sad because we still have so much of our lives to share with each other, and I will truly miss you sharing all of my life with you. I know you are in a better place, and I am just being selfish, but you know I could be a little head strong at times. I think of you everyday, and always want to call and share with you. Especially now with student teaching, I have so much to share with you! I know we would have a crack up with some of the things I am going through! Chris and I still laugh how last year we gave you so many country CD's (including your Rascal Flatts) and you thought we were dorks for lovin country, and now you went to the Rascal Flatts concert and are quoting their songs. "I love Broken Road" you said when you spent the night last, "We gave you that CD last year!" we said! Or remember the time we went ice skating with Chris, and his friend Marston, and when we were swinging in circles, Chris accidently let go of you, and you were flung and fell hard on the ice. I just could not stop laughing at you! :) Geesh, I go on and on... Then their were the times I could go to you and talk and confide in you about anything. Funny though, most of the times we were having the same problems! You always made me feel sane! :) I miss you. You always thought I could do great things, and without you here I feel it may be too hard...I will work on that...promise. I would just love to talk with you again. Hearing from you from the Philippines was the best gift I could have received. Lets talk again soon "k"? "I love you the bluest. I love you the color of a dragon fly at the tip of its wing. I love you the color of a cave in its deepest, hidden part where grizzly bears and bats curl up until night. The mist of a mountain. The splash of a waterfall. The hush of a whisper. I love you the reddest. I love you the color of the sky before it blazes into the night, I love you the color of a leopard's eyes when it prowls through the jungle, and the color of a campfire at the edge of a flame. A wide open hug. The swirl of a magic cape. The thunder of a shout." I will always love you the purplest, and until our next laugh session, Lilac
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